I am going to communicate about an aspect of the Desteni I Process course that came up today in relation to someone reminding me that one is to “always bring the point back to self”
I have just finished with doing the Mind Construct Phase of in SRA2. This consist of doing Mind Constructs on influential people in ones world. I found within doing this that the “points” always seemed “so far away” this point of the “points” seeming “so far away” was something that came up consistently as I walked through this Mind Construct phase. As I walked this Phase I pushed myself to not accept or allow this to be an excuse/reason/justification to not do the mind constructs but rather to simply keep pushing myself to move the point and not accept this as a valid reason to stop. I remember this point coming up and that I recognized this as an excuse and so when ever it came up I would not “go into it” but rather direct me to continue on (don’t get me wrong – sometimes I had to really push and breath as I would want to give up within this excuse of the points are to far away)
So when this point came up today in Chat, It came in relation to me mentioning that “it would be cool to do Mind Constructs on current points” Though within my mentioning this I was still participating within this aspect of my Mind Construct Experience of the points being “far away” and so wanted a more current experience so that I would not have to “go back into the past” so to speak.
And it was at this point that the reminder came forth that “All the points are here anyway” or something like this, to which I agreed and then in that moment realized a point about this whole experience I had while doing mind constructs and why at times this experience would emerge where “everything seemed so far away” This, coming up due to the fact of doing Mind Constructs on Individuals that were a large part of my life but are not necessarily a part of my life now.
Though this was in essence what I realized – that these people ARE actually still part of my life now! Because through my participation with them I created particular habits that I am in fact still living out, day in and day out, now, here in my life. Even though these certain influential people may be long gone and not in my life any more. They are in fact still in my life as the patterns I still continue to live out in my day to day life that were created in relation to/with these particular beings who I for instance at one time lived closely with and with whom I established, designed, created, embedded particular behaviors and patterns in relation to.
So the point that came up which is a point I can “flagpoint” is when ever I am doing a Mind Construct on someone from the past, to, rather than focus all my attention back there on the past, instead “bring the point here” meaning look and investigate where I am Still Living these EXACT patterns now in my life, that come up and reveal themselves within exploring such past relationships within doing mind constructs.
So I will now take this point into consideration when ever I go “investigating the past” where I look and See, where in my world now am I still living out these same points/ behaviors/patterns
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